3rd ultrasound scan..

Assalamualaikum and Good afternoon..

Last Monday,me and en.asben went to Klinik KITA for an ultrasound scan..yela, after last 2 weeks where the doctor at Al Zahra told me that i have a blighted ovum and ask me to come a week after, for a D&C procedure..well, no..we'll not go to Al Zahra for the time being kot..the doctor is kind of giving a negative feedback after each appointment..this make me sad ok..so we have decided not to go there anymore..i dunno if en.asben bertukar fikiran and nak pegi sane in the future, i'll akur je..

Well, the check up didn't go that well..sebab ape?hehehehe..sebab i terlupa nak penuhkan bladder..dah la siang sangat kurang minum air..malam plak mandi and of course la pee kan..hahaha..the doctor at Klinik KITA tu tak nampak pun the sac..kata doctor: ni pundi kencing u, tapi tak nampak ape coz kosong..huhu..en.asben mintak masa jap nak kuar minum and then nak datang balik and scan again..naseb baek doctor tu sangat ok and bagi jek..dia kate, hurm, pegi la minum2 makan2 dulu, kang kalo dah ada rase nak terk***l baru datang balik..thanx a lot doctor yang baek..(tak ingat nama dia.sebab sangat riso..)

After an hour camtu, kitorang pegi clinic tu balik and tunggu kejap, then masuk bilik doctor. The doctor scan and there you go..nampak clear the sac..but again, only the sac..no fetus seen..if there's no fetus seen, apetah lagi heartbeat kan..sedikit kecewa..namun ada sedikit sinar harapan coz doctor cakap this week, the sac is getting bigger..i saw dekat screen tu bile doctor tu tanda ujung ke ujung sac tu and ade tertulis 8 weeks..i feel a relieved there..means kalo ikot kiraan i, last 2 weeks scan menunjukkan 6 weeks, so after 2 weeks, memang it should be 8 weeks la kan..lege..

Doctor tu jugak ade cakap yes, ade harapan yang there will be a baby there tapi mungkin masih terlalu kecil untuk nampak..so bile doctor sendiri bagi kata2 positive and a good hope, of course la kita akan rasa sangat lega..i want to be treated by this kind of doctor la..bukan yang cakap negative jek..huhu..We also told the doctor yang i bleed a lil bit on the weekends aritu..and we told her that we are going to Medan next week..bukan niat nak brag depan doctor tu..tapi sebab nak tau whether it is ok and safe ke tak..tu jekkkk..

Doctor cakap ok jek untuk travel..naik flight pun takde problem..just dia nasihatkan jangan terlalu aktif and bile berjalan2 tu slow2 and take a rest after a while of walking..activity tu kalo bole jangan yang ganas2 or kasar2..jangan tak berjalan langsung plak, sebab kate doctor, takot bende laen plak yang jadi..we don't even bother nak tanye what will happen..sebab just nak fikir positive je..i'll do whatever it takes..aye aye doctor..i'll follow your advice strictly..doctor bagi ubat kuatkan rahim..for a month ok..hehe..thanx so much doctor..luv u..XOXO..

tadaaaa..kecik2 je ubatnye.so ok la..bole telan..

Arini nak kate relieved sangat tu tak la..coz pagi tadi bangun and saw a few dots of blood (brownish) on a piece of cloth (paham2 jela..). entah la hati ni dah half2..half kate akan jadi, half lagi kate its not our rezeki yet..penantian 2 weeks tu rase lame ngat..i takot kalo after 2 weeks masih tak nampak baby..takot ngat..trauma rasenye..tetiap ari berdoa agar diberikan yang terbaek pada familyku..ok la..tunggu la entry akan datang k..daaa..