Bleeds..

Assalamualaikum and good afternoon..

Last friday, me and en.asben went back to my hometown..saje je.visiting my parents..sampai Ipoh dalam pukol 11pm camtu rasenye..my mom was asleep n my dad wasn't home..my lil sis yang tolong bukakkan pagar (tekan switch je pon..) and unlocked the door. as we arrived, we just put on our pyjamas and sleep..penat dah..gilir2 drive..from KL to Tapah i drive and from Tapah to Ipoh, en.asben drive..

Saturday: I woke up for Subuh prayer and was really upset..coz..what i fear the most is happening.I bleed..tak banyak.tapi cukup merunsingkan..I told en.asben and he was like speechless for a moment..then after a moment of silence, baru la en.asben bukak mulut balik..dia kate maybe it is due to the exhaustion that i had because of the long journey..hurmmm, I cried a bit and en.asben tried to calm me down..dia kate takde pape tu..pasni rest je.jangan wat keje berat2..ok..

Petang sikit, me and en.asben accompany my mom ke Mydin yang baru bukak dekat dengan umah tu. Ibu wants to buy some lauk katenye..Banyak gak lauk yang dibeli sebenarnye..hehe..maklumla, SIL ade kat umah..ibu beli ikan siakap, udang, ketam, sawi, bawang (1 guni k..), n etc..pendek kate banyak gak la..tapi murah..so takpe la..hehe..sakan berjalan.tapi tak lama ngat, coz my lil sis tinggal kat umah sorang..ade orang nak baiki air cond nak datang, and pakcik tukang potong rumput pun tak abez wat keje lagi, so that's why dia kene tinggal.neway, dia memang tak suke berjalan pon..

Malam Saturday tu lebih menakutkan..i bleed more than before.hmm..don't know what to say..Sunday pon same..Sunday tu becoz of the kepenatan la kot..perjalanan dari Ipoh ke KL..tapi en.asben je yang drive..coz I btol2 tak larat..pinggang and perot agak sakit..masih berdoa agar baby ok..waktu dalam perjalanan ke KL tu, i told en.anben that starting on Monday, i'll rest in bed till the week that we r going for our honeymoon..(nak pegi honeymoon dalam masa terdekat neh..even dah lama kawen pon, takpe..still valid..hehe..).en.asben sangat setuju..dia kate ok.dia sanggup angkat tv naek ats..huhu..i kate tak payah la..coz susah..dengan astro lagi what not la..so laptop je dah cukup..

Malam sunday tu, en.asben uruskan seme keje umah..dia siap angkat coffee table kat living room and put it at my side of the bed..senang nak letak barang katenye..pastu siap masak air dalam kettle and put it on the table..berpeluh2 en.asben.thanx sangat2 b..I woke up this morning and saw there's nasi lemak, pinggan mangkuk, cawan, nasi and lauk pauk bungkus ade kat atas meja tu..terharu..all set up for me in my process of rest in bed ni..thanx again b..love you more and more..owh ye, siap ade desert.buah jambu air and kuah rojak..hehehe..

Tadi solat zohor and of course la ke toilet..Alhamdulillah.bleeding tu berkurang.tapi macam ni la..dok atas katil till now and not doing anything..novel pon ade kat atas meje ni.tapi tak bace pon..tadi sebelum start updating, i watched a movie dulu..Hugo..en.asben downloadkan and save d PC kat living room, tapi ntah camane ntah yang en.asben buat ntah so that i can watch them dari laptop ni.just kene click kat network dalam my computer ni..(fine,kalo korang kate,alaa..tu sync kan laptop ngan PC la tu,senang jek..lantak korang la, for me..i dunno how it works k..ingat! i'm a student of language, bukan IT.. :P) 

Tonight we'll go to da clinic for my 3rd scan..we'll see how's the progress of my baby k..hopefully it will be as what me and my en.asben hoped..the baby will show him/herself..pleaseeee baby..during the last scan, the doctor said that my baby is 6 weeks.so this week it should be 8 weeks dah..hopefully everything will be ok..doa2..kabulkanlah permintaan hambamu ini ya Allah..Amin..Amin..Amin ya Rabbal A'lamin..